only smiling

There are days when everything's right, people are good to you, the sun is up, there are enough food and drinks and the music's good.

AND THEN,

there are DAYS,
when everything's pretty much PERFECT, people are the ones you love and enjoy to be with,
the sun is BURNING with a light nice wind,
there is SO MUCH FOOD and SO SO SO F*EAKING MUCH drinks that everyone's not smiling but SMILING,
there are no worries of tomorrow, yesterday, next X-mas or your car and

LIFE.IS.DAMN.GOOD.

If you are not one of us you may be vomiting by now for all the happiness and smiles and love in these photos.

That's why I'm going to tell you that we weren't smiling either all the time.

Because once someone did something WRONG (e.q said something that wasn't funny, said something too funny, insisted to do something, dropped something or just did/left something undone),
it was time for

SANKTIO =  THE VERY BAD PUNISHMENT = 3 gulps of mysterious bottles that I had filled with..all sorts of good AND really bad things...

so SANKTIO it was for many, MANY times

Aaaand the moment you've been waiting for,

THE results of SANKTIO

And of course the best part of the photos, 

THE GOOOOD MORNING- photos !

Thank you SANKTIO !!

No words. 

I was and I'm happy.
love.

you are the change

Eventho you might have noticed a little bit different feelings in this blog than last summer when my life was all spontaneusness, beauty, full of laugh, love and easy work, it isn't all that bad this year either.

I've had bad moments, I've put my head (nearly) through a wall in work and I've sweared I'll never do this and this again and talked so much shit about certain things.
But as usual, it is all about THE attitude.
That you decide things will get better from here, things will fall into their place and there is something I've learnt from everything.
CLICHEEE, I know, but it's d*mn true !

That's what I've learnt.
And I've also learnt that always think the bright sides of life.
The bright sides are at least

-coming home from work and the food is ACTUAL, REAL, FRESH, food and someone has made it for you. Pure love

This happening gave me a boost to continue with a smile on my face and think that I'll wait for the next time.

BUT WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW, was that it was due to happen a week after?!
I come home from work and the friend has come over, brought all the food with her and refrigerator is full. Which means a LONG summer night. Pure love.

You know when it has been me&A.
The time can be very late or very early,
Vain Elämää, the day of Kaija, is on,
Rahka with two spoons is eaten
and the table is full of drinks.

- I told my dog that my boyfriend will be in the Army for the whole weekend and he has to stay up the whole night and guard the whole area.
A.k.a have very boring time and stare down one point.
Ronja took it quite literally, she felt like she needs to do it too, just as an gesture of a friend.
She stared down to this hole for 1 and a half hour.
90minutes.
Just sat and stared.
Yes, she has listened One Republic - Stop and Stare, many times.

And one very bright side is a spontaneus drinknight with your friend.
Everything's good, talking shit, listening music, drinking, me crazy-partying.
You know the feeling when you think you are at least as sexy as Jennifer Lopez, Beyonce etc.

And then the feeling when you check the messagehistory with your BF and there is a photo of you in sweatpants, big top and ugly hair, juuuuust like Beyonce would do it. 
I would like to send heaps of love to this friend of mine and my apologies to you 'cause the photo is one not to be published.

But still, in the end, I love to think the bright sides of my life !!
Sleep well you lot xx