MARS

Here we go again !
Always in the start of the month, I think, okay, now I'll heaps of time and the postnumber of this month will be at least 5.
Now it is, 1. I haven't been that busy, just lazy.
And now, the time has just flown by and the month is over.
And I'm fully booked from now on, the studying of this Spring is finally here ! So I need all of your thumbs up for me this time, this Spring I'm going in ! Like my friend JLo.
Hahah. So no themes this time, just a song that sums up pretty much everything




and the month that I have been out every weekend, working out like crazy and MAYBE, just maybe, cried a little bit less than last month.
We are winning already ! Just in time to start the other fight, studying.

So, MARCH, you were good for us

 

Started out in Turku, very organic and eco-friendly but also crazy and well needed !

Then the next weekend, night out with the BACKSTREET BOYS OH YES !!! 

It was all I expected and lots more. Quality time with the BFF and meetagain with the boys. 

Last time was the exact day when I turned 16 and now it was almost BFFs 21.

Almost all the oldie goldies came (exept for Drowning) and we were in love, like we always do with these 5 guys. Fan since I was 5 year old ----> ETERNITY <3

 

And then the next day, my BFFs 21st !!
AWESOME time and so good situationphotos, thank you our one and only partyphotoer, HIPPIE <3

Little bit BRUNCH in between..

And THEN, hitting the capital HARDCORE !!
#reunion #mortal #nocontrol #loveyougirls #thankyou #JOJO

One random and spontaneus night with Gaga and Juha Tapio !

Selfieoverload..

But is there anything better on little moment when walking with your dog, good mate (no code name for him) and THE SPRING SUN !?
I LOVE THE LIGHT OF IT <3

LOVE TO YOUR SPRING !!!
Study hard, do your work and share some kisses !

AND THE LESSON LEARNED last weekend at my local nightclub;

 Promise to dance the last slowdance with someone  after few weeks ! 
 I love my hometown<3

#hardcoreshit

WARNING !
If you hate stories about cute love and crying over a long-distance relationship, stop right here and continue scrolling up and down your Facebook news feed.
This post will be all about IMISSMYBOYFRIEND.

"There are times when we question the things we know
Never thought that the cracks will begin to show
We both know love is not that easy
I wish I'd known that it would be this hard to be alone.
Please, come home

Loverless nights, they seem so long
I know that I'll hold you someday.
But till you come back where you belong
It's just another lonely Sunday"

lyrics from the song below



There are moments when I feel truly strong and capable of this, all good living my own life in here and having conversations with my bf only in Facebook&Skype.
Those are good days and those prove all you wrong who have said to me

 "it prob won't work out, dont be disappointed"
 "most relationships won't make it long-distance"
and
 "you will get too far away from each others lives"

What the f*ck, I don't care how anyone else's relationships have turned out, this is ours and I truly believe in this.

 EVENTHO, I sometimes, feel like I'm in the deepest shit of all and I'm the worst girlfriend and the tears will never stop.
Sometimes I don't even want to see the bright sides and the things we can be after all this.
 I just want to swallow in my thoughts and alll the quotes in the internet about the LONG-F*CKING-DISTANCE-RELATIONSHIPS

But after all, everything's good because

And yes, thank you for the movie Dear John !!

photos from www.weheartit.com