Åbo stad

First of all, I'm going to tell you few facts.
1) If you wanna give a GOOD birthday present, it doesnt have to be a big/expensive/full of hearts.
It has to be filled with nice thought and,a suprise.
I can tell you that it will be a suprise for your boyfriend when you appear into his apartment at 7 a clock in the morning on his birthday after you've said the earlier day that you are able to see him in the afternoon.
The panic will be 95% sure when you have a heartshaped chockolate cake with you and you sing HBD.
I think that's one of the most fabulous things I have decided to do eventho I had to wake up at 5 and go to school about 55mins after my appearance. But it was worth it.

2) If you wanna have a good Saturday night, go to Turku. Good times for sure. Eventho rest of the group is drunk and you are the driver. Turku is just simply love.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/travel/2010/nov/27/turku-finland-city-of-culture

 3) Bath is always a good idea.  At 5 a clock in the morning.
Just notice that you may fall asleep in there if you have had drinks. Even just Red Bull.

So we had a goood and beautiful weekend in snowy and nice Turku. Lots of car driving, good eating, a goodgood party and heaps of snow. Friends, love, dancing,
Friends-marathon on tv every Sunday. Some genious has made that up in the tv-company.

dup dup dup

As I promised, we partyed the night away on my 19th b-day. But not in the prettier way than last year, no no. I can pretty much say that it was so much like last year !! :DD Hahhahh but a aaawesome night with my really good friends.

My SUnday night ended somewhere around 11PM whereas the others took care of the night and danced 'til the morning, how it is meant to be. So, all the good elements of a good night !

During this year as a legal-adult and beer buyer, I've learnt few things

1) Don't ever go to a bar sober if you are not planned to stay so as a driver etc.  

2) But still with pre-party's, there's a certain limit. Don't be too drunk in the preparty either.

3) Don't ski after afterski

4) Don't ever try to study to the finalexams on a Friday night.

5) Don't ever think summerfestivals are an explanation to every new innovation.



6) Don't ever say yes to an invitation to play a finnish game Mölkky with a rule that every mistake gives you a shot of Jallu. With your two chefmates, with all the tip-money the customers gave you during the summer.




7) Day-after partys are for getting over last night, not for drinking more.
Especially if you have an exam the next day.  

8) Don't ever drink Vanilla Calvados without an icecube

9) Eat.
Always. Eat.
If you wake up and someone next to you is eating, steal his food.
I didn't.

10) Don't steal guys clothes when they are in sauna.

same feeling, different outcome

It hitted me again.
Boredom. Loneliness. Hunger. Melancholy.
Eventho everything's really fine. But still.
Might become a Wednesday tradition

Over breakfeast I fighted with myself, do or do not to go to this meeting.
Well, I decided to leave with my bike, to fight against this annoying little wet snow-rain and the wind which was, of course, towards me.
Straight towards.
The the feeling in school, "Can't be bothered".
But somehow, managed.
Listened Laura Pausini and got a ride to busstop, which always is a huuge plus.
Then I just decided that this day is getting better from NOW ON.
And so it did. Well, at least a bit.
I had to vacuum the house so that wasn't my favourite.
But still, I'm turning 19 on SUnday ! It'll be wicked ! Gonna party as hard as last year..

but little bit more prettier way...
No hitting the back of my head to a stone-wall, screaming " TO VALLILAAAAAAAAA" in the centre of the dancefloor.. or anything like that..
Haha, that's what I say NOW.
Anyway, in the mean time, I'm going to sit here and watch Red Panda videos.
All the time.
I just freakin love them.
They are SSO.CUTE. Here you go.

 

downsifting

Well if yesterday I felt like Rocky and Eye of the Tiger, it's pretty much the opposite today.




No, I didn't fail in an exam.
No, I didn't fight with my best friend.
No, I didn't leave my boyfriend.
No, I didn't miss the bus.
No, we didn't have bad food in school.
And no, my parents didn't shout at me.
It didn't even rain that much.

I'm just having a lazy, incapable, boring, lonely, bad-moody afternoon.
Just the feeling of complete dumpness, idiotness and loneliness.
Nothing interesting or  to worry about.
JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS.

If you understand finnish, this is called the epic Miljoonasade - Marraskuu -feeling.




Ohi syyyyyskuuuun, läpi repaleisen lokakuun..

just go for it

Never had that feeling that you're little bit of afraid of going somewhere because you haven't been there for a while and may not be able do so good you used do?
Or you might've miss some thing and now might be a little lost in there? In practice, for example me, being sick for weeks and miss the fitness-boxing for 3 weeks.
This week I felt good and not sick, but mentally I felt like "I don't really bother to go..what if I cannot run so much than before? I'm really not that good to hit.."
But then I just decided that if I don't go, it's totally useless to complain if I feel I'm not fit enough or don't have the condition to run long enough. It's all about myself.
So then I went with mum and it wasn't even that bad !! Of course we did a bit less than normal and not quite at the fullest.
Well, our coach noticed that and came to compeed against me. HUNDRED HITS LOTTA, HARDER, HARDER, YOU CAN DO HARDER ! And I just keep oon hitting with both hands.
The feeling that I.can't.do.this.anymore.This.bloody.HURTS.
But after you got over that, the AMAZING feeling that goes through your muscles and you just keep on doing. And THE WINNER-feeling after that. YES !
So why not just do the decision?!
Why just sit on your ass and go through all those "what if.." "I can't.." "I should.." "I don't know.." "What he/she/mum/people will think.." JUST GO FOR IT !!! What ever it is.

Going for a run after half a year, buy a new dress coloured an unusual color for you, ask that one person out, eat junkfood for the second time for the day, comment to a half-friends nice photo, put your hand up in class, go to a library.. What ever !
Just forget about what other people MIGHT think, what do they know?!
I'm really bad in this kind of thinking. I go through everybodys MIGHTVE-thoughts and consider all the worse comeouts.

But I've tried during recent years to forget about that. I have started to do things spontaneusly and pretty much the saying "Go with the flow" is the philosophy that I like to follow.
Of course sometimes you need to think about consequenses and reasons and stuff but still you can always relax a bit and do what your heart says.
Good examples of things that has come out without too much thinking, or planning and lead up to amazing memories.

You've got the love

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do 
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone you are my daily need
When friends are gone
I know my savior's love is real
You know it's real

Babysitting.
A huge computerhappening with heaps of nerds, me, A and little sister playing Mario Kart.
Friends, free coffee, SingStar.

Driving A's car, wicked.
Pizza, chicken nuggets, drinks, good fun with old, honest VHS-videos.
Aistit means SENSES.

 

(the last line " put your finger there where it tickels the most" raised a bit of laughs amongst 18-year old me&A)
Little sister going to sleep, me&A continuing the night with black drinks and Sex and The City

The rest of the evening with the Boy, good too.
Pillow fight every now and then just does good for everyone, doesn't it?
Today, being an actress again.
This time as a pizza-deliver and a youth politican.

And then just things that have made me smile recently. Life's not that bad isn't it?

50x fantastisk

aaaawesome night again with my close-ones, had

The anti-birthdayparty of Teri a.k.a Funny hats teaparty.
Always have to have a theme for a party !
so I was glad everybody had done something to their head, when the theme is very simple and quite easy but still flexible for those who want to do more (inc.me..)

Otherwise, nothing happening except the rain.
And somethings I hate, e.q heaps of people in the shopping centres on Saturdays and you have all your wintercoats on and heaps of carryings AND THEN someone stops right in front of you !

Makes me panic !!!