expectations

Have you ever had some kind of idea what you would do on some certain night?

Maybe you've had an idea which bar you and your best friend are attending this Friday.
Or maybe you've had an wee expectation what your dad would give you for x-mas.
Or maybe you have somehow planned your sports and work outs for upcoming week.
Or you've thought what movies/match you and your mates would watch tonight.

OR MAYBE,

you have thought something, you and your boyfriend, would do on your last night before being away from each other for the next month?
  

 

AND THEN..

THE REALITY HITS YOU

 

NOTICE; the photo has been taken after half of the guys were gone.

Hahah. So yes, quite nice end for our perfect holiday : )

Some NHL works always. With the boys.

Just kidding, I wasn't that pissed of, 'cause otherwise it was such a goodie. 

And the end was made better with my awesome friend A who came and picked me up from the airport and came for the kvark&öl- night with full grocerybag.

WIcked night, traditional style and the next morning, huuuge and very-hipster BRUNCH.

 

SO yes, holiday was good, now back in the worklife again.
But it's already Friday tomorrow and the weekend's going to explode.
The ladies are hitting the road and the best city in the whole country, TURKU, ÅBO !!!
Let's do this !!

one great holiday

Before the holidays, I expected my holiday to be relaxed, not thinking about work, people in here, CHILDREN, upcoming studying or anything else worrying.
Just chilling, kissing, snowboarding, partying, sleeping, eating.

 And guess what?
 My holiday was all that.
Pure love.

not hangovered ?

the best gift ever <3

More holidayphotos coming up but to here some serious thinking.

During this winter and my visits at my home skiingcenter, I have realised more and more, what I want from my snowboarding hobby in the future.
Me and my friends have been the locals of this wee center, Serena.
We have pushed each other to learn new tricks, dare to try new obstacles and rails.
During past few years, I have become more and more unwilling to try so hard.
I have my jumps, the tricks I can do well but not so much motivation to set new goals, try to hit more grades, try more harder.

I have realised that the just driven slope, the slope that no one has ridden before me, except the slope-machine, and the slope that I can ride fast down, is what I want.

The place where my board pretty much surfs on the powdersnow, snow that no one has ridden before me, is what I want.

Consider me coming old or more scared of doing tricks.
Yes, maybe I am but I also still love the feeling to suprise your non-trickdoing friend with a very bouny backside air, MY trick, also known as the sex-trick and taking the grab and flying in the air. Especially when I'm a girl and it's cool to be girl doing tricks.
And no, I will not give up doing tricks, like said above.
I love the feeling doing them and suprise people.
And yes, also during this holiday, I stayed in the parkslope jumping and doing rails with the 11-year-old boys whereas my boyfriend took off to the bar and watched icehockey.
So there is still some trickdoergirl inside me and it will stay there, dont you worry !!

But, I think it's healthy to do this kind of realisation and actually realise what I'm aiming to in my life. 'Cause when I do this, I can let go of doing things only because I have been doing them past 5 years and because all my friends to them.
Now I can invest my money to trips where I can do just things like these.

 'Cause where you can choose, I'd say

 #dowhatyoulove 

21 facts

Because this kind of things has been around the blogs, I decided to do it too.
So simply, 21 + few facts, big or small, about me.

1.  When I was about 17-18, I had this stage to listen as "non-mainstream" music as possible. I never was that ug-hipster as I wanted but it was mostly because I had the "hipster of 08" as one of my best friends..we had this kind of competiton to find even more underground bands.

2. Nowdays, I listen some of those "hipster"bands but I listen also so mainstream music than a person possibly can :D I think I have become more mature, I listen music I want and feel good to listen, not have to prove anything to anyone.

3. I'm the most annoying person. Especially when I have some view of point or my opinion of doing things. I'm just right about everything.

4. I love my wee dog and I just recently woked up to a fact that she is getting old and there will be a day without her, going nuts when I come home, giving me kisses when I try to do my work-out = ( She's my absolute best friend.

5. I have never been to a funeral.

6. I get the worst hangovers. When people say "only guys get hangovers" that's bullshit if you ask me. Yes, I have tried them all; drink water heaps, eat greasy food, go out, do easy work-out, drink less, not mix drinks, not to drink dark drinks...I have no control over it. Sometimes I drink two and have the worst feeling or sometimes I can drink so much and get nothing the next day. Life's not easy !

7. I hate when people don't get enough prison for killing another person, raping someone or murdering someone ! I hate it and I can't understand what kind of people are those who give the punishments?!?

8. I have hosted the best parties of last two summers and I will keep on doing it because I have the best group of friends and I know the besties will keep on coming after years and years, eventho we may not see each other any other time during the year <3

9. I bought a x-mas precent for myself and wrapped it aswell. Then I opened it infront of my family and was like " OH WOW WHO'S THIS FROM? MY DOG?!"
 I just thought I deserved a drink-shaker :D

10. Last week I was at the invite-only opening-night for this new movie for children, Ricky the Rapper. It was so. good <3 and I felt like the frontrow actor.

11. Last week I also got a confirmation from the dreamjob I had hoped for the summer ! So now me and my boyfriend will live in the same apartment for the summer, yaaaayy !

12. I started working-out in this wee tiny sportclub for ladies and I'm the only one under-25 years in there :D But I have the most fantastic trainer and she makes me do my homework too and give my absolute best at the training. 
And makes me stay for another hour for fit-boxing after an hour of body combat training

13. The main reason I started to work out somewhere "Non-mainstream" is because I'm so competive-minded so I can't train even with my mom, at the last with my boyfriend neither any of my friends or their moms :D

14. Its just so amazing to have friends who I don't see anymore that often or talk so much but when we see each other, we keep on goin' where we left the last time and remember all the good times together.
 And I know they will always be there for me, after years of non-see, months not talking-to.

15. This fact came strictly from my boyfriend, straight translation:
"well you start to speak to dogs eventhou you are speaking to someone else at the same time"
....

16. And almost the same goes with soft-toys..

17. I can't wait for next week, it'll be the winter-holidays and I'm in the well need of that.
 One week off from my work, CHILDREN, everybody around here and week of relaxed time with my boyfriend, partying HARD, snowboarding in quite big slopes, sleeping, eating.. <3

18. And I can't either wait for the 15th of March, my old friend Johanna is throwing out a party and you know what that means..

19. Me and my three friends have named our group after the moonloop. We had the same period-rhythm for a while..since then we have transformed to #Mortal

20. Often me and my boyfriend play ALIAS by only two of us ! It's heaps of fun and we pretty much have victory on every turnee we take with our other friends. Worth training !

21. The best slow-song EVER made is Bon Jovi - Bed Of Roses.
Thank you.

+1  I HATE ICE-HOCKEY and the hysteria it 'causes in Facebook. I can't stand it. 

+2 I love and respect my parents for everything they've done for me. They are the best.
And also for this

 

#upforwhateverhappens

 I have made a new conquest on the social media.
I have joined PINTEREST ! Wohoo ! Little bit like accepted, non-full-teenager weheartit.com.
So I made a board what this upcoming year brought to my mind and here it is.
So check that out.

So for a clearance, from 2014 I wait;

- lots of light nights
- dancing
- social-life killing studying to get to Uni
- hopefully a new city and a the same city with my boyfriend
- my relationship to be normal, not long-distance
- good parties
- new experiences
- lots of tears
- heaps more laughter
- horseriding
- lots of powdersnow shredding
- getting&staying fit
- our traditional 08 summerpartyweekend
- the traditional Ruisrock- festival
- time spent with my family
- lots of kissing
- spontaneous nights
- getting the studying place I want
- maybe travel back to NEW ZEALAND !! and this time really mean it
- have an awesome summer working at a new place
- lots of squatting

hahah, maybe these and many unexpected things will fill my 2014 !
Now I will head to this wee city where I have never been, either driven..So see if I ever get there on time..
And thumbs up for next week to get the working place I realy really want !!
And thumbs up for everything else too, I feel like I really need some extra strenght..
Sun is shining, friends are around, family is in health but still something very important is missing.. Luckily at least Robin knows what's goin' on.
But here's to get the message of my blog to you all more clear.

GO WITH THE FLOW
DON'T PLAN EVERYTHING
SEE WHAT HAPPENS
AND
BE #UPFORWHATEVERHAPPENS

I think there's a motto for us all for this year !!!