smile, it's over

HOW YOU DOIN' !?
Cause I'm feeling pretty damn great, no more studying for me this Spring !
Well at least no detailfull 7 hour sessions with "ihavetoremembereverything" attitude.
I DID IT !!
Now there's nothing I can do about it so no need to go over it. I did my absolute best, read every damn day, had no gapdays (except one) and just did everythig I ever could do get the studying place I want. So now I think if I dont get it, I have right to cry over it.
Lots. Lots and Lots. And just cry.
Cause I want it SSSOOO BAD !!!
 BUT NOW, I let go of all that and just take it easy, live my life and enjoy.
That's what I've done and what I will do 'til the results come.
Here's few examples, I've done things that really, pretty much always make me
SMILE

                                                       BAKING

 

MAMMA MIA

                                                                                                                       

 ZOOs

<3

 

LEARNING SIGN-LANGUAGE

 

CASUAL  STUFF LIKE DOING A FLOWERBOX

 

MY BOYFRIEND 

                                                     RESTAURANT-DAY !!
My first time in there and I  mean, isn't that just damn great?! It was so nice and the atmosphere, I just loved it ! Thank you Helsinki !

  

And after that, my first time in StandUp-comedyshow too ! It was Arctic Laughs Comedy Club and so much fun ! Especially my fellow kiwi mate, Al Pitcher ! He was SO FUNNY and his familiar accent made me miss my NZ-people SO MUCH ! <3

So yes. Now it's just waiting and hoping for the good results, I'm actually pretty damn scared right now !!
And the other thing I'm waiting for is summer. But leave that to the nest post, maybe some " Bucket list" for the summer or something..Now I have to quit, thunder is coming !!

towards the fire !

Right on !
Day after tomorrow and it's SHOWTIME !!
The exam I've been studying to, the exam that I'll NAIL this year !
Well actually I nailed it last year too, it was the second part I failed but this year, going to win them BOTH !!
So let's do this !
Tomorrow may be a bit more hectic, you can click here to see how I was doing the day before THE exam last year..
Might be the same tomorrow but today, I'm still on top of my feelings and my feelings are pretty great ! Because last Wednesday was SO.DAMN.GOOD and made me to think AGAIN how grateful I'm of my friends and my whole life they fulfill. I mean, look at these cuties <3___ <3

Hahah, so yes VAPPU was good for us. And as you can see, we drank only coffee with Eino

And like coffee usually does, this time it also had good consequenses

#blamethecoffee

 And then to other topics.
Which there are not.



And then the absolute motto of this Spring, reminding me everyday on my wall.
Here's to you all !



that is Swedish and means "If you can dream it, you can do it" by Walt Disney <3