Can't be true

I really cannot believe this day has come. I'm writing to a blog. I actually made one. Please someone tell me this was a really bad idea and people do not respect bloggers. I'm definetly not a BLOGGER. I have always refused from reading blogs. Okay, at one stage I read one because I was leaving out for an ex-change so I made one myself. That was kinda fun and good cause people could read how I was doin' at the other side of the world but then I became so busy and kinda stopped.
Now I have been back almost 10 months and last 2 two months I have been reading blogs. Yes. With bloglovin. I got an inspiration from my friend when we were on our skiing holiday and one of her friends got an AAAAWESOME, sarcastic and so funny blog. Then I got involved with couple of others and..yea, now I got a e-mail everyday telling all those updates from about 7 blogs. That's not much, I know, kinda uncool, but really, I'M NOT INTRESTED so much about SO MANY peoples life. I've got Facebook and 700 friends...Oh yea, that has scrued my life and destroyed all my relationships. So I have nothing to lose.
And in English you might think. That Desert-person can write but why in English? Well, I think I'm that popular that my friends all around the world want to read my thoughts. Because too often I do my amazingly funny Facebook-updates in finnish so now I thought I try.
The main reason is really my final exams next September in English and I really should keep a diary in English. I already keep one but can't be bothered to concentrate that much all the crazy s*it I write so WHY NOT PUBLISH THE ENGLISH ONE?!
Lotta, you are a complete dumbass and some weirdo's gonna steal your ID and publish all sorts of crab about your mates as you. Well I am really, REALLY afraid of that, to be honest with you. But I try not to publish anything too personal and hopefully only my friends read this if someone reads.
Yes, I'm not trying to make my living out of this blog. And I'm not trying to get any sponsors to this blog to get some brainless free stuff to advertise here and make some lotteries for my readers. Absolute no no.
Well, anyway, this blog might look kinda terrible and my English might be against all the grammar rules but you know what, that's life ! People, inc. me, have to learn to live with all this crab in this world. I'm not sure if this journal's gonna make this world any better place but at least for me this might be fun. And that's the thing we all should try to look for : )