smile, it's over

HOW YOU DOIN' !?
Cause I'm feeling pretty damn great, no more studying for me this Spring !
Well at least no detailfull 7 hour sessions with "ihavetoremembereverything" attitude.
I DID IT !!
Now there's nothing I can do about it so no need to go over it. I did my absolute best, read every damn day, had no gapdays (except one) and just did everythig I ever could do get the studying place I want. So now I think if I dont get it, I have right to cry over it.
Lots. Lots and Lots. And just cry.
Cause I want it SSSOOO BAD !!!
 BUT NOW, I let go of all that and just take it easy, live my life and enjoy.
That's what I've done and what I will do 'til the results come.
Here's few examples, I've done things that really, pretty much always make me
SMILE

                                                       BAKING

 

MAMMA MIA

                                                                                                                       

 ZOOs

<3

 

LEARNING SIGN-LANGUAGE

 

CASUAL  STUFF LIKE DOING A FLOWERBOX

 

MY BOYFRIEND 

                                                     RESTAURANT-DAY !!
My first time in there and I  mean, isn't that just damn great?! It was so nice and the atmosphere, I just loved it ! Thank you Helsinki !

  

And after that, my first time in StandUp-comedyshow too ! It was Arctic Laughs Comedy Club and so much fun ! Especially my fellow kiwi mate, Al Pitcher ! He was SO FUNNY and his familiar accent made me miss my NZ-people SO MUCH ! <3

So yes. Now it's just waiting and hoping for the good results, I'm actually pretty damn scared right now !!
And the other thing I'm waiting for is summer. But leave that to the nest post, maybe some " Bucket list" for the summer or something..Now I have to quit, thunder is coming !!